So tomorrow I go in to see the doctor .... and I may have to do some confessions while I am there, so I wonder if something like the following will grant me forgiveness or punishment. I'll let you decide!
Dear Doc,
I FINALLY understand what you meant by when you said, 'the meds will make you FEEL like you can concur the world, and THEN have the feeling of regret!' - I kept hearing your words over and over last night evening as I lay in bed wondering why I felt like crud. So I went over the day in my head, because obviously, my body could not do that type of re-enactment.
So yesterday I got up feeling descent, took my meds with breakfast, had a pretty good productive day, was hit with a few stressful situations that made me kick into high gear, adrenaline overflowed, over exerted myself at work, church and home. Drove from one place to another after work because I couldn't be in two places at once. Yes, I said drove, I have been driving off and on over the past few weeks, and I have driven quite a bit since Saturday. During the course of those errands I did too much! Who would have known that could do too much!
I went to bed with a killer headache, did not sleep well and woke up like I had been up for 2days straight and my head pounding. So dear doctor, I am so sorry for NOT following your orders of taking it easy, taking it one day at a time and one baby-step at a time. I now understand what you meant by small victories to concur!
I am truly sorry for waking up on Wednesday and attempting to concur the world. Please forgive me, but please let still go on vacation! I promise to take it easy fom this day forward, to take it not only one day or one baby-step at a time, but a few hours at a time.
Your Patient,
Tina
I'm not sure that this will work ... But when I go to the doctor tomorrow I am going to confess to my misbehaving(s) and take my scoldings like an adult.
2 comments:
how many times do i have to tell you.....?!?!?!? sigh...
They're used to it, but you're crazy!
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